FML.

I haven't been blogging for fear of ranting about the same things over and over again.
Lo and behold, here I am, about to rant about the constant thing in my life that never changes.

I told myself I'd give it until the end of 2009. Nothing.

Earlier, I was thinking, maybe something's up for tomorrow. But, then again, everything is just so predictable. And I'm getting tired of predictable. Surprise me. Even once in a while.

I wanted to get flowers on Valentine's day. It's been a long time since I last received flowers. 4 years to be exact tomorrow. A colleague received flowers, and she was pretty freaked out about it. I got pretty freaked out when I used to receive stuff from people I wasn't really attracted to (I mean, come on, you'd have to agree-- if you didn't like the person, you'd freak. If you did like the person, you'd get kilig.). I told her to savour the moment while all attention rains down on her. I should've brought home her bouquet of red roses instead.



I was planning on watching a really cheezy movie. To freak the crap out of him. My revenge for keeping me waiting for nothing for today. Anybody seen Valentine's Day? Or maybe just watch Dear John? From the title and movie poster it looked really cheezy. As in maximum cringe factor.

Until when am I going to wait? Until when am I going to settle with predictable?

REALLY.

FML.