slugging along.

the day has rather been off to a sluggish start. kept snoozing and snoozing until it was really freaking time to get up (9am).And, as useless, was late for work. i hate this new policy of having to round off the timeyou get in the office to the nearest quarter-hour (wait lang wrong grammar ata yun), becauseour admin's complaining that it's TOO MUCH WORK (really) to compute the exact time... ugh. anyway, i guess there's our motivation to go to work earlier. it just sucks, having to include saturdays(which everyone treats as slacker days)to this stupid adamant rule.

anyway, what a depressing week. (what's new). i was so disturbed about the shooting incident at ortigas last monday. Anton, the driver of the car,was one of my brother's friends. And my brother was hanging out at oysterboy last monday, roughly a minute's drive away from the crime scene. how young. he just had his debut. and this morning, my cousin's wife passed away. im guessing she's in her mid 30's. and they have 3 little kids... how to cope, how to deal? she's been in and out of the hospital for quite some time now. was confined earlier because of pneumonia, then back again because of an allergic reaction to the antibiotics she was taking...and the rest is just a series of complications. they say death usually comes in 3's. i'm guessing the third one is Dumbledore.

depressing but a surprisingly fast week. days seem to go by so fast. it's just hitting me now that it's going to be a cold, cold,cold december.

there are times i really wish i were a guy...just so i don't have to be so damn emotional. but how do you guys do it anyway? deadma, i mean. a friend of mine told me over beer and yosi that the only weapon of guys is their pride. how dumbfoundingly true (duh).

but as they say, life goes on. i'm still dazed though and keep lugging at a snail's pace, but yet tweaking with eagerness to find out what tomorrow's loot will be.

i need to go out more.friends, let's hook up!